What day is it?

Hey there. Internet, how are you doing?

I had a very nice weekend. I was able to relax Friday, be productive Saturday, have fun Saturday night, and relax/be productive/have fun on Sunday.

Rachael and I went on chatroulette, just to experiment. It was interesting! We weren't completely mentally capable, if you know what I mean, so I don't remember everything. We weren't THAT incapable, but it just kind of blurs together. Its so hard to remember that random strangers on a little screen on the computer are real people. Its something thats hard yes, but I try really hard to do. I'm not sure if others out the world succeed as much. I kind of remember at one point when both Rachael and I were wearing masks and wigs, there were a few girls who asked us how we were, and we we responded/they got a chance to look at us, they were like, "EW, are you guys GAY?!" and ended our convo. I don't remember if thats exactly what they said, but I don't know what they were expecting. Did they think we were guys and thats why they were so sweet at first? Haha, so yea, it was interesting. I do think we had some good convos though. I think we talked with one guy about his beer for a few minutes. There weren't really any convos longer than that.

Sunday I watched Shelter, again. But this time it was with Sandy and Wesley, so at least it wasn't just me and youtube. Which sounds like I should be talking about xtube. But no seriously, its a great movie and I loved watching it again! With good quality video, too! I mean, I appreciate youtube being so kind and having it up there, but it is nice to watch the real version too. I'm so excited to share other gay movies I love with my friends!!! (And let them share with me!)

Anna, you'll love this: this morning I CHOSE to wake up at 6 am. I decided to save a little bit of my HW for morning, plus give myself PLENTY of time to shower, drink my coffee, and read the news. I love having time in the morning! Speaking of that, I have to get to bed after this post so I can wake up at 7am tomorrow morning. (Also 2 hours before I need to be in class).

Today we finally settled all of the Apex stuff, so we are good in terms of the roommate transfer! Which is good! I like getting that stuff settled. Its strangely stressful to think about. Probably the combination of responsibility plus spending money. The spending money the more stressful one. :)

Another stressful thing is the red car: I feel so bad, he's barely being driven! I drove him once a couple weeks ago to give him some exercise, but I just haven't had any time since! The real problem is that the parking lot is just so crowded, that if I go on a mini drive I'll lose my spot! I'll have to drive him a little around before I take him on the freeway, 0 - 60 probably isn't very nice... I seriously feel bad about this... :( I wish that it was summer so there were tons of spaces in the parking lot and no cars on the road (the time I am most consistently free at during the day just happens to be the time of highest traffic in bellingham, dinner time). Sigh.

Well this evening I went to a French movie thing that my teacher held. We watched The Orders, a film from Quebec. It was interesting! We couldn't get the subtitles to work however, and considering they have very strong accents, it was hard to understand the words they were saying. Though it was pretty easy to follow what was happening based on facial expressions and lots of scenes w/o words. When I decided to go I knew there wasn't going to be extra credit, but because there were only 5 of us, she jokingly said we'd get some. Don't know if we will for real or not....

Ugh I still feel bad about the red car. :(

The style of a blog, kind of following the stream of consciousness is reminding me of the book I'm reading. "La douleur" by Duras.

Damn I feel bad about the red car. I wish I was home at a time of day when there wasn't a packed parking lot. Its so tight, even if there was still a spot. UGH.

Oh, and I'm going home this weekend! Not sure what time though. I want to drive after dark because I like driving on the freeway when its just me and the road. I'm giving Lindsay a ride though and I'm not sure how she feels about late. (Like leaving at 8 or 9, arriving at 10ish.) If I do that I can't visit Anna in the hospital Friday night though. The problem is that if I leave any earlier it'll be the exact opposite, traffic. I can't leave before the traffic because of class.

Damn, I have a entretiens thursday. Can't forget about that!

Ok, now I really have to go get ready for bed and sleeeep. I gotta wake up in 7.5 hrs! (Not bad)

Ok, bye bye internet. Thanks for listening! And feel free to drive the red car because I seriously have no time to...

Heres another schedule thinking for stalking purposes...

Tuesday...
Class/work 9-5.
Study for a test 5-7.
French coffee table 7-8:30.
Shitload of HW, studying 8:30-11.

Wednesday...
Class/Work 8-3.
Prep Entretien 3-6
French Movie 6-8
Prep Entretien

Thursday...
Class/Work 11-3 (Rearranged the schedule!)
Entretien 3 (AHHHH)
HW, HW, HW (Study for Quiz.)
Chance to drive the red car?! (Prolly not, considering the parking lot is full in the evenings... :( )

Friday...
Class/Work 9-3.
Option a) Drive to Edmonds
Option b) Hang out, have fun, watch gay movies (!!), drive to Edmonds at night.

Good bye internet!!!